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so yeah...this is stupid. there is nothing to get over about you calling the cops, there really isn't. i mean wow...you called the police...scary...and leave ed alone. he wasn't talking to you when he was saying stuff on my site. he was talking to me, and i'm pretty sure your name isn't amy. so get over yourself and just leave us alone...i mean god, i wouldnt want the cops called again, lord knows that's a scary thought. see if i ever fuck with you again.

i'm a hardcore typer?  haha as opposed to you sitting on the other end of this internet typing things back to me that are merely to put me in my place? i'm done with you. really, and yes i will enjoy seeing you in band. i must say that i'm surprised you do have the intellect to do such things.

hugs for jake.

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hey hey HEY! i'm back! BUT only for like however long i'm at jessica's house. haha, still can't get on the computer because of this stupid fight. i would also like to thank the girls that called the cops because wow...that was mildly courageous of you. if you weren't so scared, why did you call the cops sweety? and i also loved how the things you said were never included in the report, only what pinson, ed, and myself said. again, thank you for that.

other than that, i really don't have too much to say...except fuck you pinson..I DO WHAT I WANT! haha i'll try to update a little more often now that school's going to be out and i can be over here more.

good tidings.

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ok...that is enough. seriously, i don't care about this whole fight thing anymore, do what you want. other than that....i really don't have much else to say...nevermind, yeah i do.

a lot of people are changing this year...it's getting on my nerves, but hey, whatever, you know? i mean i can't stop it from happening...it just gets to me after awhile when the people that are changing are my closest friends. i honestly don't understand it at all. i really don't, if you feel the need to explain this to me, feel free. i'm always open to insight. i just feel like i don't know any of them anymore. and the changes aren't good. i mean if it was something like self-improvement, or something to that effect, i wouldn't mind it. but it's them changing themselves because they feel it's cool. doing things that do not fit their personality at all and make them look like complete assholes, just because it's someone else's standard. i mean, christ, think for yourselves. even my closest friend...i'm so distant from him at the moment i'm not really sure if things will go back to normal...i guess i shouldn't spent time being upset about it. i got me, my guitar, pen & notebook...that seems to be sufficient...fair enough i guess...i just miss them.

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"The whole screaming, no one understand me, we should cut ourselves is so in right now. I'ts the new trend. Who couldn't enjoy it?"

another thing i'd like to make clear. when you fuck with someone, when you start talking shit about them or talking shit to them, or talking about the shit they do, judge them for their appearance without actually knowing who they are, ect...you aren't just fucking with them. you are fucking with every person that cares about them. me being one of them. you can say all the shit you want about me, you'll find out really quick that i just don't give a fuck, but when you fuck with people i care about...i get pissed. bitches, i am fucking crazy and i will not hesitate to fuck you up. i will pound your fucking noses into the back of your skull in a heartbeat. don't believe me? please make my fucking day and just try me. i have needed for a long time to release some repressed anger and you could just be lucky enough to be the ones i release it on. JUST A FAIR WARNING i would watch what the fuck you say.